Remembering Daddy!

Does Reincarnation Exist?

Losing a person who is so close to you means you have to move along with grief — you can never move on from it.

Life will always be questioned whether it would be better if they were here, whether reincarnation and next life really exist or if they are always with you.

It all sounds emotional, stupid, superstitious and weak. That heavy emotional burden, those jars of unanswered questions and the responsibilities on your shoulders have to be moving along. No many how long time passes, it still feels like a house without roof or doors, but yeah you are having a great move, just that you are moving along with it.

Then looking back, you will regret.

Regret the time you did not spend properly. Regret the words you might not have said or expressed yourself clearly. Regret the moments when you were too shy to make the most of it. And regret the actions which they wished to see you do, but you never had chance to.

Then the meaning of life will be redefined. The goals of life will be redirected. What was called achievement might no longer be achievement. What made you proud might be something you will reconsider giving up or reduce the level of commitment putting in, just to give yourself enough rooms to breathe.

Then you will be applauded, being told you are so strong to handle all of these, while in fact you will repeatedly ask yourself:

“What does ‘strong’ mean to you?”